And Here We Are...

Good afternoon readers!  Today marks the end of this year!  Some things that have happened to me this year are:

• I Lived,
• I went to San Antonio, where I met some of my closest companions,
• I got experience in Massage Therapy,
• I got experience in the building of awesome subs,
• I came back to Cleveland, where on Christmas I was kicked out of a car and stranded downtown, where I currently live.
• I've had many opportunities to shake my head about others and did not take them, and
• I've made "making my presence known" more of a daily occurrence.

This next year, I will be letting you know about what I have been learning about the Mind!!!!

To keep anonymous the parties involved in companionship with me for obvious reasons, I will not share "everything" talked OR experienced with each party, but you will be filled in on what you need in due time.

Other than that, I will continue my work to earn the title of "Hottest Rapper Alive," because I already am.  Before I wish you well, I will leave you with some words of wisdom:

"Be careful how you talk to people; one person may hold the key to your salvation!"

Alright ya'll.  Be safe this holiday, don't make it a funeral!  Much love, and see you on the other side of the Sun's rotation about the Earth!

-Xavier Direll Willis

Well...

Hello again and Happy Holidays to all!

I got into an altercation with my mother on Christmas, and we had to separate... I needed my space, and the best thing I could do was go to the homeless shelter again.  I'll be able to do all I need to do in terms of going back home, but I need to do it on my own this time.  My outlook on life is good though; I have to watch out for these guys there though, because they will try to get anything they can, anyway they can.  I won't let anything happen to you though, my dear readers!  I will let someone get close enough to recognize me and anything after that will come back to me.  Unless you are one who wants to be recognized, you are free to make that decision.

But don't fret -- I will be getting some money, and I'm working to earn more;  I have to start somewhere, right?  Well I am getting ready.  Let's see how this works out:

I see as I read.  When I see, I'm beating that I'm reading. When I'm beating, You need to C... A-S-H, most kids play as fakes to Bake or Make my cake...
Who they playin'?  I've had fights at night, MTV after dark that night, I was there when kids couldn't share.  I took that dare and nothing compared!
It's just poetry, I know you wanna flow with me.
It's so easy to be appeasing! When you're meeting me you'll be beating, and when you're beating, all you'll be is reading feelings, so put some cash in my hands when you get the chance to see me!

That's all for now... I'll be going to the bars tonight to get some cash for this "live" work!  I'll remember my niggas forever...

-X

Back to Normalcy... For Now

Hello readers!

I hope you all had a very merry Christmas, for those of you who believe.  I have started to change my beliefs, because my spirit is guiding me to a time before Jesus came to Earth over a thousand years ago.  I am led to believe that there is much more history than there is in the Holy Bible, and although I believe in the Bible, there seems to be some missing information that had yet to be discovered while the book was written.

Don't get me wrong; I do believe that Jesus is the son of God [;)], and I believe that eternal salvation is only possible through him, but what if you know God directly?  Does this mean that by knowing God the Father, His son, and the Holy Spirit directly we will be able to reach the Kingdom of Heaven?  I believe so!

There is an unlimited amount of knowledge held by God (or whatever power you believe in) that most of us will never know, but to know that through him our minds will be safe puts me at ease.

With that being "written,"  I will tell you that He has given me the honor of uncovering the workings of the mind (or brain, whatever you want to call it).  I will be that man to give you some insight in some of my upcoming posts, but I will help you get to a place where you can understand why some people do some things they do, how you will be able to break bad habits (that are held by you or even OTHERS), and how you will be able to focus better through life, because you will be able to gain more focus just by communicating with me!  Check me out later.

-Xavier

Today is a Good Day!

December 22, 2012... think about that day for a moment.

Think of a day where trees sing, birds walk, squirrels burst with energy, and even the skunks don't stink.

Now return to your current state.  You are filled with energy too, and the people you know want to experience you at your very Best!

(Usually, when you read capitalized words in my writing, it is because I am putting emphasis on that word, as I would if I were speaking to you, or they are Proper in their parts of speech. 
There's nothing wrong with a writer developing their writing style!)

I just ran into two people wearing Rocawaear coats and jackets.  I checked it out, and, as I saw him turn to check his surroundings, I felt myself checking my surroundings at the same time!  I am excited that I "met" at the right time, and that I am not one of those who feel the need to be accepted by Roc Nation.  Either you associate yourself with us or you don't!

As I look back at this week, it's gotten better along the way.  I was Homeless and Phoneless, remember?!  I went home the next morning.  It's better to be home than to live in a shelter, believe me.  I had an old OP that my great Aunt gave me, so I'll at least be able to keep in touch with those with whom I need to communicate via voice with, AND I found my iPod Touch, so I have SOME music I can listen to.. I'm bumping "The Blueprint III," "Tha Carter IV," and "Take Care."  I'll meet them, don't worry.

I also listen to some books on tape; self-help books, lectures, and other educational material.
I do need to go though, because I am off to enjoy the rest of my day/evening!

-X

More Rhymes

Stayin' on top, higher than the average nigga
If you wonder about life then just ask ya nigga
X-Dash-One, I might suprise ya
Heading the game to start an uprising
To get you to be the best you can be
From the C-L-E and even goin' overseas
Like when I met Jordana, hot
5'6" tater that I would love to tot
Brightest niggas in the crowd, we ain't hard to spot
I came back to the land
Better than before so if you can't stand
Me now than you could before
You'll have to wait forever before you get that chance again.

Out.

Treat A Lady Right!

I was watching 106 & Park, and came in on a conversation about what I think was how men should view women based on how they present themselves.  So the one guy is all relaxed and laid out on the "couch" while saying that a woman should be treated how she dresses, and that she won't get any respect if she gives "it" up on the first night!

I sure don't believe that all women should be diserespected if they sleep with someone the first night they meet, but she should be watched closely, especially if she is someone who you plan to spend the evening with for an intimate encounter... in fact, one should keep a keen eye on whoever he or she chooses to "mate" with.

Some men fake it to get a woman in bed for the night (the first night they meet), and as an attempt to save face, they turn their back on the woman, showing disrespect just as fast (or even faster) as they came up talking game to her.  If he stayed in his own zone instead of trying to compete with others to be with a woman he lacks the know-how to keep, he wouldn't sleep with the woman, but what about when the woman denies him?  Does he disrespect her anyway to save face from her denial?  He might, but he'd be wrong anyway.  Just as he yearns for respect when he enters the room, so should a woman respect herself enough that she knows her place in the world; for by knowing this, she knows who to look for and who to look "out" for.

For you gentlemen, stay in your lane.  Every man isn't designed to sleep with a bunch of women.  you have your alphas and your gammas, your reds and your blues, your yin and your yang (if you will).  Some men are better equipped to handle more than one woman, and if you don't think you are, then you should stick to the plan of being with one woman.  Those that can handle multiple women have entered "Females 101" and it is a simple course, should you decide to take it.

Love a woman, respect a woman for what she has, and protect a woman from harm.  Be a real man for you women!

And for you women, be more discretionary when looking for your men... control your urges (Men, as well!)! :)

-X

Just a Few Rhymes...

...for the time that I'm living in now.  Based on the ground, but for some reason I had to get under; now I own the core and all my haters stay under.

Don't think that I won't come to rescue those who can't get by when others test the "fresh" you.  I don't exaggerate unless the situation warrants it, I'm over it.  From now until as far as time can tell, or see; I bring you what you want as soon as you order it!

So now, it's time to get paid, find a chick, get laid; then we go out together and find a way to get paid (again); if you're not looking for a win then you'll hear me as I blow past you in the wind. End.