I find out how correct I was in "taking the Lead on CNN"... that one viewer, without the knowledge; and the Computer Geek with both the know-how and ambitions, faced oddities against each other that deafened me to mental day-to-day progressions... In 1987, I was but a newborn on vacation when I first was burdened with sense inundation that got heavier as each year passed...
Even the Judicial Branch couldn't protect my family and our friends from the "internet anarchy" that a currently non-applicable competitive fervor crossed cultural lines and boundaries of religious faith, only resolved from pre-historic origins that were organically "sniffed out".
As I opened my eyes to a consciousness without myself, I faced a paused state of mind-- I had been present, but I was refused it... all the computer experience in the world wouldn't amount to enough to stop me tonight (10/26/24)... I wouldn't give up until my ups was good! That's a real connection in the brain... I wouldn't consider such an important recovery as "so saving the world"... but this right here... It's a new cause, from the efforts of making words even in the absence of word-census...
What do you call it?